it is so difficult to find a nice guy at my school. and i’m not trying to sound like that “typical teenage girl that complains about how shes not good enough or whatever”
i’m just saying that i’m just afraid to be myself at school. because if you followed me around for a day i am the most socially awkward’ awkward person you will ever meet.
my friends literally just laugh at the things i do i make absolutely no sense. and it’s hard to find a guy because i want to be this socially awkward awkward person with them and i don’t want to have to conform.
but my point is my confidence doesn’t help. i want to try to be myself around guys but i don’t want to get made fun of. so that is why i think it is hard for me to find a guy.
did any of this make any sense? no? okay.
SO basically i am socially awkward and i don’t know how to translate that into showing a guy that i like him. welp. we’ll see where this goes.